You
When I saw you first
My heart was beating fast
I got nervous on the inside
But remained calm on the outside
Like I always did
You were smart
You were strong
You knew just what to do
But most of all
You were beautiful
Over the years
My heart got cold
But because of you
The ice melted
I never showed much emotion
But around you
I wanted to proof
That I could smile
We were never much more than friends
Although I wished it would be more
But I knew it couldn’t be
I had a secret
Something I had to do
Even if I didn’t want to
I saw your pained look
When I deceived you
It pained me, too
But I couldn’t show you
Now I’m here alone and think about you
And all I want to tell you is that I love you
© by Fina, 18.3.2008
