Trust
You were always suspicious
And it was good for our group
That we had someone
Who didn’t trust anybody easily.
That’s why I wondered
Why you didn’t suspect me
For I had many secrets
And I knew that you knew.
Maybe you hoped
Your suspicions were wrong
Although I wonder
Why you should have this hope.
We hadn’t known each other for long
But still the only thing in your eyes
I could see when I looked at you
Was trust.
But then I betrayed you
Betrayed your trust
And for that
I am truly sorry.
But soon
You will find out
That it was necessary
To help you.
I don’t know
What you’ll think
If you can understand
My reasons.
Maybe you’ll forgive me
And although I would appreciate that
It would be easier for me
If you wouldn’t forgive me.
My fate is inevitable
I will die
Because again I will do something
To help you.
But maybe a wonder happens
And I will live
I wonder if you’ll be hoping for that
If you still have trust.
© by Fina, 19.3.2008
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